Shaman, Author & Speaker
Meet Kerry Blaser
Matriarch, Shaman & Author
Kerry grew up in southern California in a single-mother household. Her challenging family life left her feeling isolated. She struggled socially, so she put her energy elsewhere. At 14, she started a 6-year career at Hot Dog on a Stick until her college pursuits in Chinese and Religious Studies consumed her. After getting married in 1995 to an Israeli man she met in Tibet, she received a master's degree in East Asian Studies from UCSB in September 1997. That same month, she became pregnant with her first of three children. In 2005, she divorced and started working at a large health insurance company in the compliance department.
In 2015, her mother passed away on her 45th birthday. That's when she knew she had to embrace her psychic gifts and heal from her childhood trauma. The next 10 years felt like a treacherous and exhilarating roller coaster ride. She attempted suicide, embraced her shamanic gifts and experienced enlightenment. She learned how to transform her emotional wounds into personal wisdom from shamans, psychologists, physicists, yogis and other medical professionals.
However, her opportunities for personal growth were best found within romantic relationships. She needed a heart-to-heart connection with several powerful men to mirror her wounds back to her for self-improvement opportunities. They were a chess champion, Justin Waller (& Andrew Tate), two decorated fire academy instructors and a former FBI assistant special agent in charge. They showed her how the universe is a mirror. Her male counterparts--her opposites--proved to be her best mirror of all. Now, she is ready to share the knowledge and wisdom she gained with others as inspiration to transform their emotional wounds into personal wisdom.
Author of "My Inner Heroine: Exploring Feminine Pain"
"Pain is beautiful, because it shows us what needs to be healed."
For years, I lived in the depths of my wounds, carrying the weight of unspoken pain. In just five years, I faced the brink of my own existence, attempted suicide, and emerged reborn—stepping into my power as a shaman and experiencing the profound light of enlightenment. This is my journey—raw, unfiltered, and deeply transformational.
Through the shadows of my past, I discovered an untapped reservoir of confidence, love, and self-worth waiting to be unearthed. Healing was not gentle—it was an initiation, a passage through fire that tested my very being. Only after enduring 35 years of debilitating lower back pain did I receive the wisdom above that would finally set me free.
This book is an invitation to walk beside me through the highs and lows of self-discovery. I lay bare my deepest emotions, my struggles, and the pivotal moments that shaped me. Six men entered my life—each one a mirror reflecting back my wounds, forcing me to confront them, transform them, and rise. They became my greatest teachers, my unexpected heroes.
If you've ever felt lost in your pain, uncertain of your worth, or trapped in the echoes of your past—this book is for you. May my journey awaken something within you, stirring your own healing, your own awakening.
Because within every wound, there is wisdom. And within every shadow, there is light.